Poems Sue - My Pain
Family …., what is the meaning of that word ??
I used to think it has something to do
About sharing the same blood ...
Being born under the same roof
But now I know that I misunderstood
It took a while, I will admit
Before I was able to see
That family are the ones that
Seems to think
They are allowed of hurting me
And no way that ever I will let
Anybody hurt me again this way
My heart which was already black
Has turned now into stone
And this way it will stay
Perhaps one day, my prayers will be heard
That my soul will have its final ride
And I will be out of this stupid life
And start all over on the other side
Heaven or Hell, whatever it will be
If cant be worse than life already is for me ......
(Sue- oktober 2004)
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